I'm sleeping through the day I'm trying not to fade But every single night I've just been lying awake Cause I, I can't get you off my mind

The moment that we met, I didn't know it yet That I was looking at a face I'll never forget Cause I, I can't get you off my mind

I can't get you off my mind Give me the chance to love you I'll tell you the only reason why Cause you are on my mind...

Wow

I can't believe its been 3 days since I last posted. I'm sorry for that. You may be asking the reason why. I lied. Not just to my family. But to my girlfriend...and more importantly I lied to my best friend. And im sorry for it. What did I lie about? I promised them everything would be ok...well...it won't. I should have listened to my doctor and my parents and Katlee and Kirsten. But I didn't. I ate a whole bunch of junk yesterday and I played football almost all weekend. I also haven't gotten any sleep. I have messed up my stomach again. It's been hurting pretty bad. When it started hurting Friday I promised Katlee and Kirsten it would be fine...then on Saturday morning I promised Ava it would be alright...by Sunday my whole family thought I was ok. Just because I lied about it. I told then I was feeling better. I was really feeling worse. Now its Tuesday morning and I'm thinking about going to talk to my doctor. I've been texting him back and forth but I think I may need to have surgery again. I might...but I might just be put on one of those weird diet thingy where I can only eat like 6 different foods. Sounds fun doesn't it? I shouldn't have lied...I shouldn't have played football all weekend. I shouldn't have gotten into another fight yesterday(long story...tell y'all later) I also shouldn't have had nachos, a bagel, a bowl of cereal and 3 of my frozen yogurt thingies for breakfast. I shouldn't have eaten half a pizza and 3 icecream fudgesicles last night right before bed. I know I messed up. And I'm sorry for it. I might not post for a few day. I'm sorry in advance. I just don't feel good and I might have my abdomen cut open...I don't think its legal when the doctor says "scalpel" for me to also say "keyboard" and then type up a post right then and there...I may be mistaken. Maybe next time I have surgery I will try it. Well I'm gonna go. Thank you guys for understanding. Again I am so sorry for lying to y'all...I didn't want to but it was what felt right...at the time. Now it feels stupid.

-Kish

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Sigh...

Charlie

I love this kid so much. Preston comes into the room my mom, Katlee and I are sitting in and whispers to my mom "Charlie is having a problem in the play room" My mom though something was seriously wrong. Nope. Turns out Charlie just blew a bubble with his gum and it popped all over his face. He was pretty happy...my mom? not so much

Liz

Liz if your reading this you really need to post more often your last psot was September 29th. I kinda Liz and Delilahs randomness. JUSSSAYING

Love little kids

My step brother Mick texted me from his moms phone earlier. We had the weirdest conversation. I just love 6 year olds.


Mick: Kisher Kisher Kisher guess what? :D
Me:...what
Mick: I got a new puppy and named him after you!
Me:...seriously?...
Mick: Nope. But I thoguht you would just need a smile cuz your turtle...died
Me: I dont even have a turtle
Mick: yeah now you dont have a turtle...cuz he died
Me: And how did my turtle die...
Mick: He swalowd a hampster and then the purple poler bare glooped him right up
Me: Alright What was his name?
Mick: His name was Michael of course
Me: So I named my turtle after you?
Mick: Yes you did. Mom says I have to go fight Optamose Prim Bye Kisher.


I just love the way he comes up with this. I wonder if my step-mom really did say he had to go fight Optimus Prime...

It's Official!

I now have 2 more little foster brothers. My foster parents recently adopted 2 boys. Preston and Charlie who are 4 and 9. They are both great. Both are having a little trouble adjusting it seams like they like it here. I will write more later I have to go. Bye :D

Ahoy!

When Alexander Graham Bell invented the telephone that's the word he thought we should use when we answer. I kinda like it. That will be my new word...Ahoy...ahoy...hmm...Yeah I like it. So...Ahoy! I don't know how many people actually read there...there probably isn't a lot. Kumquat (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) is probably the only one who reads this...If you do read this can you just send me a quick email? whitefishy@gmail.com I've always wondered, with every blog I've ever owned, how many people actually read this. There's probably only one or two. But there is hope. I just have to stay positive!

Fight

Well I was walking to school with my brother and some idiot come up to us and starts making fun of me. My brother Deno stood up for me. This idiot tries to punch him but I took the hit instead. We got into a pretty big fight and I cracked 2 of his ribs...Well...Cracked 1 and half-cracked another. It got pretty bloody and he dislocated both my shoulders...what a crazy day. My social worker wasn't very happy with me. I promised my best friend I wouldn't get into a fight but I guess I lied...

School

Whoever invented school can die. Even with online I wake up early to get help in my classes. My teacher are all very cooperative and I love it. My english teacher even accomidates the audio books for me and allows me to get a hard copy. So far I am loving school....Except having to wake up