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So...this might be a really long post...or it might be really short...i don't know yet. I'm just going to write what pops into this little head of mine. Well first of all...this week. Has been the longest week of my life. When I was sick in September my doctor said I would only have about 5 months left...Well...I've just about hit that 5 month mark. About 4 days ago, I found out I was pretty much sick again.  Am I nervous? Hell yeah. This is really scary...I might not ever meet my son. That poor kid will have to grow up without a father. Do you know how hard that will be for him? I mean...he isn't even here yet and I already love him to death. Ok well back to my story. Tomorrow at 11:00CST I will be undergoing a procedure or intense proportions....no not really. Just draining some liquid that had found its way to my brain. Not enough to down it...just a little bit. I will be more than happy to show off my battle wound later. I will be right back have to get my yogurt :p...bitches like yogurt
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Alright I just opened and finished my yogurt within 50 seconds...I am seriously sick of my phone. I have had problems with every phone i have ever owned. I don't know why. Shit just happens. To EVERY PHONE...my dads gonna be so mad when I tell him. So anyway. My phone...Android Incredible 2. I love it. Except when it does this to me. It goes to boot up normally and just freezes at one screen and won't load anything. Everything was just dandy with my phone...until the battery died at about 7:44 this evening. I've tried plugging it in. I think I'm just going to let it chill for awhile and charge a bit and then i will decide what to do later.
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 Ok back to the main topic of this whole post. Wow my ADHD must be bad today :p. Alright! SO!. TOMORROW. January 28th 2012. Will be just dandy. Normal Kyler morning routine until like 8:00. Then the bitches start doing things to me. Not like...awkward things...just...things. Like normal things. Blood sugar test and blood pressure and that kind of stuff. Then at 11:00 I receive my anesthetic. Thats when I go off to sleepy time land. The time between 8-11 scare me so much. Its almost hard to move...You get all nervous and all of these questions and "What Ifs" go through your head. Its the scariest time of your life. Even though I've been doing this since I was 7ish years old It scares me every time. Every single time. When you wake up in your bed after surgery your still a little numb. But not like the numb where you can't feel anything. The numb where its still numb but hurts like a bitch. Where was I going with this? Oh yeah...after surgery. The first thing I do when I wake up is ask my mom if I'm ok. That may seem like a weird questions your probably saying "uhhh....Kyler? Of course your ok...your moving and breathing...your alive" But just incase anything bad happened I ask my mom that question just incase. She always says yes. but you know just checking. The second thing I do is look over and see Ava. That smile on her face when I wake up is the best. I love this kid so much. She like could be my kid. But in a non weird way...After seeing that cute little smile on her face it always always ALWAYS makes me smile. It's the best feeling ever. The third thing I do is ask if theres any more meds I could be put on. Most of the time I'm put on all I possibly can. Legally of course..The fourth thing I do is ask if I can go back to sleep. Well...my hand is starting to feel very very very very very very...very...tired. And I HATE THIS PHONE!!!!! Oh I just heard from Kirsten that she's having the exact same phone issue...how ironic...
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Alright I left this tab open on accident. When I typed the wry Ironic it was 9:30ish. Now its 11:30 and I got my phone back working :D